Tuesday, October 31, 2006
saw michelle chia today. had a rather close-up view of her, like 1.5 metres away from her? aint she gorgeous? haha...
{ 8:23 PM }
Monday, October 30, 2006
got this phrase from changyi's blog. think it's very true...
"you cant really control your feelings, can you? you can only control your actions"
it's time to take a step back and realise that i'm not perfect after all. cos when u think u are, then u think too highly of urself. i finally understd what God has been tryin to drill into my head all this while. wakeup call for u, darren.
when u try to correct someone, how shud u do it? piang eh, doesnt seem that simple anymore
i tried, but i guess... wrong tactic ba.
sick sick sick... sian sian sian
PS: FYI.. not emo, not BGR problem... jus questioning
{ 5:25 PM }
Friday, October 27, 2006
am goin back to sch for some University talk tmrw... it's a Saturday lah, sickenin man. haiz, i'm ironin my uniform for a miserable few hrs in sch. waste ironing time, waste washing machine water, waste washing soap.
have been extremely curious to figure out why so many girls are engrossed with korean guys. afterall, it's jus fantasies that will nvr ever been fulfilled. haha, sometimes i think we guys do things with so much more purpose and more down-to-earth, at least we choose things that are achievable. haha.. but i guess girls have to go thrh this phase of life? i wonder whether my (future) girlfren will ever compare me to some korean guy on Goong (or some other korean show) .. Lord, choose the right one for me. pls
when u treat pple (even those u call "family") too nicely and u start to spoil them, they start to climb over ur head and take adv of u. they start making their decisions and being nice, u try to cater to them. (i feel like a ATM machine, haha)
in this case, shud u continue in being nice? haiz...
clar (vj) said it's a virtue to be nice. hmm..
difficult but i'll try my best.
{ 11:52 PM }
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
was linkin-linkin-linkin to some pple's blog that i dont even know (haha, evil right?) and managed to find some stuff to share with everyone..
first
here's a video to tickle ur funny bone...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io
second
the farewell video for Mrs Chan.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3Ck45khxQA&mode=related&search=
that's all for now. OP workshop was rather okay, was able to present for the 1st time. can see the kan-chiong side of my teammates liao. haha, it's really interesting..
frankly speakin, i think our Powerpoint is the chio-est in our class. haha. appearance counts eh?
off to bed. having chinese remedials once again... haiz
{ 11:29 PM }
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
my grp has finally completed the slides for Proj Wk OP. am really glad that my grp is so efficient, though we joke ard and etc... we still manage to get stuff done, we ended kinda early today and i was like? so fast ah?.. haha
i've jus written dwn my schedule for the next few days and wks... and i jus realised that from Wed onwards, i needa return to sch everyday. either for PW OP Rehearsals with mr. lau... or return back to vj for Chinese remedials.
Chinese A's is nxt Fri, someone pls help me break free from that laziness that i'm having. no sense of urgency at all lah.
have found a new pastime and hobby that will start once hols officially begin (after 3rd Nov)... VIDEO EZY!! woohoo, with a video ezy outlet at Eastpoint, i can jus walk there every single day... haha
at least it'll be better to spend time infront of the tv than stoning and findin nonsensical stuff to do.. haha
{ 12:29 AM }
Sunday, October 22, 2006
sometimes i just wonder how quickly friendships can be broken.. i regret that time flies by so fast, that when u wanna give it a 2nd shot, it's too late. was JAE to blame? it really saddens me, cos it's as though i didnt do enough to build that friendship..
hope as the yr comes to an end, bygones are bygones...
{ 11:55 PM }
Friday, October 20, 2006
sch is officially over... at least for Vj, no needa return for anymore lessons. it's kinda gd, but... i've PW stuff to attend, and chinese remedials... and having said that, Alevel Chinese on 3rd Nov.
i guess i've not been very motivated to study chinese. although promos jus ended not too long ago, i think i'm stucked with the inertia to even start studyin again. haiz...
having said that, with no more sch, it'll be more slp for me... and of course, alot of free time to stone and stare into space. which i hate, spirit of idleness. haha
today was Farewell Assembly for our principal, Mrs Chan. yup, she's leaving VJ for an MOE CPDD thing. alot of diff feelings for everyone in vj.
some cant wait for her to leave..
some think it'll be a great loss
some think it'll be no more fun
some say, "shit no more half-days/ full-days"
for me... i guess vj would lose a great principal. of course the level of fun-ness would drop significantly. but since it'll be yr2 nxt yr, aint gonna be much fun anyway.
coming back. we were granted our last "Full-day" by Mrs Chan. hooray man!! haha, at least i got to skip Chinese lesson and chinese test too. heh
went to watch the Prestige with some of my classmates. pls go watch that movie, it's super gd. the twist is awesome... but u've got to pay alot of attention and listen to the story really closely. cos it's super confusing at the beginning...
nonetheless, i'll give it 8/10
nxt few days will be occupied by PW once again. really turns me off, cos WR only completed afew days ago. wanna slack abit oso cannot. haiz. so it's back to the boring/tiring/irritating/sickening/troublesome PW... but for the sake of a Band1 or A, i'll try my best lah.
gotta go liao. needa prepare tmrw's worship for cellgrp. ciaoz pple, do tag ya?
PS: at least i can promote. moderation, what a lifesaver
{ 11:10 PM }
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
here's the video that was played during the Farewell Assembly. enjoy..
http://blog.vjc.sg/2006/10/15/farewell-assembly-2006/#more-605
a big gdbye to my seniors, all the best for A's !!
learnin to trust despite of circumstances.
PS: OGL interview wasnt as easy as expected.. hmm
{ 11:35 PM }
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
rewind abit to Fri...
ok, here we go..
Friday 13th Oct
it was farewell assembly. really enjoyed the whole performance and stuff... esp the skit by House Comm. there's one that (sort of) badmouths the other JCs, and to show that we're the best. haha
smth abt a competition against some of the top JCs lah... here goes
Richest JC
New Year JC
Say Amen JC
Act Cool JC
whY JC
Turtle JC
Merlion JC
and of course VJC..
it was really funny lah... haha, but of course i feel alittle bit for other sch. oops
still got the skit abt the VJ v.s. Merlion JC finals. super spastic, with liqin acting as a pregnant soccer player and weishan acting super proud. haha, hilarious
biggest shock of the farewell assembly.
Mrs Chan, our principal is leaving.. with her gone, it'll be a great drop in the fun level liao. i seriously think that she's quite cool. donno why my bro said she aint gd...
a ex-hwa chong principal (cant rmb, shud be principal) will be taking over... pls lor, hwa chong? how to fill mrs chan's shoes? how fun can a hwa chong principal get? oh wells... will have to see
Saturday 14th Oct
it was VJ's Open Hse. liked the theme of Pirates, and i liked the song that the VJCSB played. it was the theme song for Pirates of the Carribean, sound super alike. no wonder they won the overseas award against other bands across the world lah....
anyway, it was really torturin to be a USHER. but i didnt even usher anyone, only gave out afew goodie bags and started walkin everywhere.
and ben.tham came back... as usual, he's such a liar. still say he having exco mtg with RJ Guit Ensemble... haha
but it was great to cya again.
and bcos of him, we danced for all the Mass Dance sessions. 4 in total, 13 dances in total... omg, tired tired
really witnessed the VJ Spirit once again, it's been a long time lah. the last time was during O1 where the vj spirit has been so high. this is smth that vj is really famous for. cheers, mass dances, united spirit... ahh
skipped Cell Outing to play lan... really shagged, plus i had to complete my written report for PW. sickeningly irritating.. haiz
Sunday 15th Oct
woke up early to go TM to get some birthday stuff. realised that my sunday morning are gonna be really free, now that exams are over.. haha
sermon was gd, felt that it was so impactful and it really questioned my faith and stuff. am glad that the Lord is speakin so much to Pastor Melvin. haha
DE288 mtg after that. how shud i say? erm... it wasnt as we planned out, but it'll have to do.. am really glad that my fellow cellmates shared deeper abt themselves and their struggles. amen to that man...
Monday 16th Oct
got back majority of the pprs. am really disappointed with my Chem, cos i came out really confident of gettin a D... but oh wells. the only think i'm happy is Maths. the rest below my expectation... was i complacent? did i boast too much even after the ppr? haiz...
rashed the last of written report. printed 40 pgs at 1230am in the morning... i'm seriously crazy lah, it'll be such a waste if my grp dont get A or band 1. not only our grp actually, i think every grp deserves an A. why?
cos PW lasts for roughly 7mths lor... and all the students put in so much effort and sacrificed their slp for their EOM, PI, GPP and WR. made changes after changes after changes. faced the scoldings of their ST and had to cooperate under really tight conditions. it was plain diff, and such a leh-chey subject. haiz
felt a huge sense of satisfaction as the 40pgs started coming out of my printer. the WR, the scariest part of the entire proj, is finally done..
Tuesday 17th Oct
today has been a rather tough day for me. i totally lost control and started losing my temper. i wanna apologise to some of my frens, and my parents too. i was pissed, stressed and pushed beyond the limit of being irritated. i'm sry, lemme kowtow now..
on a happier note.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHAN !!
i'm gonna slp liao, only slpt 5hrs cos of the printin of WR yday night. nitez pple.
{ 10:18 PM }
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm really tired. shall blog abt Farewell Assembly and Open Hse tmrw or smth... but lemme tell u why i'm so tired, it's bcos i've been in VJ since 9plus... took part in all 4 of the mass dance timings, in total abt 12 to 15 dances?.. and only left the place at 4plus... all thanks to a very gd fren of mine, yes u know who u are.. haha
and to add to that, i've to force myself to be awake jus to do PW. and tmrw's Sunday! piang eh... so fast, wanna have alittle wkend to slack oso cant.. haiz
cant think oredi. running on 5% of my energy oredi. nitez pple ZZZ
{ 12:26 AM }
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
piang eh. bankrupt-ness seriously turns me off man... now that exams are over, gettin new stuff is always on my mind. but my wants are nvr satisfied, bcos other more impt things require the attention of my wallet..
i've been eyeing this for quite some time. i like the simple look that it has, plus i've always been searchin for a jacket with a hood. but it's another Topman jacket, and my current brown topman one aint exactly old.. hmm
lucky i'm goin shoppin on Fri after sch. but thx to Farewell Assembly, it's gonna be such a waste of slp and time jus to spend afew hrs in Vj. haiz, but having the snrs gone is makes it more worth it..
oh ya, checked out the 'Latest Look' at the Topman website, and this was what came out..
yucks.. the guy's shirt is horrible, latest look? more like ugliest outfit?
haha. i'm jus bored, sry for the insult to Topman's taste. haha
been in love with this song, and thank God that church is finally playin this song. more than the nice tune/melody, i think the lyrics really speak alot..
Mighty to Save by hillsong
Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations
Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
Shine Your light and
let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory of the risen King
{ 11:05 PM }
Monday, October 09, 2006
i'm finally back from a ultra long break (hiatus if u call it)... it's been nearly a mth since i last updated. whoa, longest time i've ever stopped bloggin
anyway, lots have happened. some worryin stuff, while some worth rejoicing over. haha
wasnt able to blog cos i was in a muggish mode for the promos, and had little life and time for myself so dont blame me man.
speakin of promos, let's do a short intro abt it..
1) Econs
expected this to be the least prepared and the least confident ppr, but i guess prayers are really powerful. despite only studyin 3 topics for Econs, all 3 came out for the essays. and i was super happy and it was such a morale booster. thx God
i think the only diff section would definitely be the case studies, and the mark allocation is seriously insane lah. i dont even know how to start answerin the Qns lah. haha
2) Phy
lemme warn u, dont ever be proud or start showing off. i was tellin myself (and some frens) that i was super prepared for Phy and that i would definitely score better for Phy, than Econs. and that hit me in the back man.
phy was the worse ppr for the entire Promos, it was super chim and hard to understd. think i'll pass by some ridiculous luck. haha. lucky i got C for Midyrs, though it cant pull the overall grade by much but i'm hoping it does.
3) Chem
it was the 1st time i enjoyed doin a chem ppr w/o much pressure. it was relatively easy, as compared to the predictions that i once had. before promos started, i was already thinkin of giving up for Chem cos i heard that the ppr would be a huge killer.
and as it turned out, it was really easy. not easy like chicken feed, but relatively easier as compared to the Midyrs. i think i might have a possibility of scoring a C or D. this grade (to me) is really comfortin.
4) Math
i freaked out on Wed night cos i forgetten half of the stuff i studied for Math, i was callin liqin and both of us were totally un-calm. haha
the ppr was okay. it's not that chim as Midyrs, but i had blanks and stuff that i struggled to recall. i'm hopin that by some chance (or God's blessings) that i get a D.
5) Chinese
if u dont know yet, i hate Chinese and this ppr wasnt pleasant one bit. ppr1 was relatively okay, somehow managed to write a 2.5 pg essay (for me, it's gd enough) even after afew mths of not doin chinese essays.
ppr2 is a killer cos it really touches on ur Chinese standard. ppr1 can still imagine and create a powerful story, but ppr2 is like Chinese Literature. stupid new syllabus.
these are the targets i set for the Promos:
- Econs: D
- Phy: D
- Chem: D
- Math: D
- GP: E
- Chinese: E
i think all are achievable, except Phy. and i think these targets are rather reasonable and at least i'm not crazy to aim for 4As. haha
alrighty, promos aside..
another story to tell.
right before the Promos started, my mom got admitted to the hospital. she was suspected to have certain liver problems. her urine is unusually yellowish, eyes were slighty yellow and her skin color too. to have ur mom in the hospital during ur Promos is certainly not a bonus, that's for sure. but it was super diff to juggle b/w some many stuff..
housework + independent lifestyle + constant thinkin of mom + visits to the hospital + MUGGING
in addition, dad was always at the hospital so i was really home alone most of the time. it was weird lah. it's a 1st time that my family doesnt support me during my exams, and it's a 1st where i really experienced the uncertainty of life.
well. dont wry, my mom is back frm the hospital. thx for all the prayers, cos the doctors cant find any cause for her yellowish symptoms. and her yellowish-ness is subsiding liao, so i'm really glad that God is watchin over her and really doin a healing beyond humanly eyes. thx God!!
i'm having "holidays" til Friday, by which i have to return to Vj for J2 Farewell Assembly. will miss the seniors man, hmm. i'm really really free nowadays, i really wanna go out but i'm lackin cash and the pple that are supposed to shop/movie/etc with me are still having exams. haiz..
lucky it's Family Day tmrw and we're watchin WorldTradeCenter. i hope i can get my mom to get the Topman jacket for me too... heh, the privileges for goin out with ur parents! use of personal money aint required. woohoo
what should i do after i end this post? hmm.. sianz
PS: all the best to those still having exams. u shudnt be reading this blog though, u shud be studyin right?
{ 9:52 PM }
darren 18
19 feb 89
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006
saw michelle chia today. had a rather close-up view of her, like 1.5 metres away from her? aint she gorgeous? haha...
{ 8:23 PM }
Monday, October 30, 2006
got this phrase from changyi's blog. think it's very true...
"you cant really control your feelings, can you? you can only control your actions"
it's time to take a step back and realise that i'm not perfect after all. cos when u think u are, then u think too highly of urself. i finally understd what God has been tryin to drill into my head all this while. wakeup call for u, darren.
when u try to correct someone, how shud u do it? piang eh, doesnt seem that simple anymore
i tried, but i guess... wrong tactic ba.
sick sick sick... sian sian sian
PS: FYI.. not emo, not BGR problem... jus questioning
{ 5:25 PM }
Friday, October 27, 2006
am goin back to sch for some University talk tmrw... it's a Saturday lah, sickenin man. haiz, i'm ironin my uniform for a miserable few hrs in sch. waste ironing time, waste washing machine water, waste washing soap.
have been extremely curious to figure out why so many girls are engrossed with korean guys. afterall, it's jus fantasies that will nvr ever been fulfilled. haha, sometimes i think we guys do things with so much more purpose and more down-to-earth, at least we choose things that are achievable. haha.. but i guess girls have to go thrh this phase of life? i wonder whether my (future) girlfren will ever compare me to some korean guy on Goong (or some other korean show) .. Lord, choose the right one for me. pls
when u treat pple (even those u call "family") too nicely and u start to spoil them, they start to climb over ur head and take adv of u. they start making their decisions and being nice, u try to cater to them. (i feel like a ATM machine, haha)
in this case, shud u continue in being nice? haiz...
clar (vj) said it's a virtue to be nice. hmm..
difficult but i'll try my best.
{ 11:52 PM }
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
was linkin-linkin-linkin to some pple's blog that i dont even know (haha, evil right?) and managed to find some stuff to share with everyone..
first
here's a video to tickle ur funny bone...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io
second
the farewell video for Mrs Chan.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3Ck45khxQA&mode=related&search=
that's all for now. OP workshop was rather okay, was able to present for the 1st time. can see the kan-chiong side of my teammates liao. haha, it's really interesting..
frankly speakin, i think our Powerpoint is the chio-est in our class. haha. appearance counts eh?
off to bed. having chinese remedials once again... haiz
{ 11:29 PM }
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
my grp has finally completed the slides for Proj Wk OP. am really glad that my grp is so efficient, though we joke ard and etc... we still manage to get stuff done, we ended kinda early today and i was like? so fast ah?.. haha
i've jus written dwn my schedule for the next few days and wks... and i jus realised that from Wed onwards, i needa return to sch everyday. either for PW OP Rehearsals with mr. lau... or return back to vj for Chinese remedials.
Chinese A's is nxt Fri, someone pls help me break free from that laziness that i'm having. no sense of urgency at all lah.
have found a new pastime and hobby that will start once hols officially begin (after 3rd Nov)... VIDEO EZY!! woohoo, with a video ezy outlet at Eastpoint, i can jus walk there every single day... haha
at least it'll be better to spend time infront of the tv than stoning and findin nonsensical stuff to do.. haha
{ 12:29 AM }
Sunday, October 22, 2006
sometimes i just wonder how quickly friendships can be broken.. i regret that time flies by so fast, that when u wanna give it a 2nd shot, it's too late. was JAE to blame? it really saddens me, cos it's as though i didnt do enough to build that friendship..
hope as the yr comes to an end, bygones are bygones...
{ 11:55 PM }
Friday, October 20, 2006
sch is officially over... at least for Vj, no needa return for anymore lessons. it's kinda gd, but... i've PW stuff to attend, and chinese remedials... and having said that, Alevel Chinese on 3rd Nov.
i guess i've not been very motivated to study chinese. although promos jus ended not too long ago, i think i'm stucked with the inertia to even start studyin again. haiz...
having said that, with no more sch, it'll be more slp for me... and of course, alot of free time to stone and stare into space. which i hate, spirit of idleness. haha
today was Farewell Assembly for our principal, Mrs Chan. yup, she's leaving VJ for an MOE CPDD thing. alot of diff feelings for everyone in vj.
some cant wait for her to leave..
some think it'll be a great loss
some think it'll be no more fun
some say, "shit no more half-days/ full-days"
for me... i guess vj would lose a great principal. of course the level of fun-ness would drop significantly. but since it'll be yr2 nxt yr, aint gonna be much fun anyway.
coming back. we were granted our last "Full-day" by Mrs Chan. hooray man!! haha, at least i got to skip Chinese lesson and chinese test too. heh
went to watch the Prestige with some of my classmates. pls go watch that movie, it's super gd. the twist is awesome... but u've got to pay alot of attention and listen to the story really closely. cos it's super confusing at the beginning...
nonetheless, i'll give it 8/10
nxt few days will be occupied by PW once again. really turns me off, cos WR only completed afew days ago. wanna slack abit oso cannot. haiz. so it's back to the boring/tiring/irritating/sickening/troublesome PW... but for the sake of a Band1 or A, i'll try my best lah.
gotta go liao. needa prepare tmrw's worship for cellgrp. ciaoz pple, do tag ya?
PS: at least i can promote. moderation, what a lifesaver
{ 11:10 PM }
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
here's the video that was played during the Farewell Assembly. enjoy..
http://blog.vjc.sg/2006/10/15/farewell-assembly-2006/#more-605
a big gdbye to my seniors, all the best for A's !!
learnin to trust despite of circumstances.
PS: OGL interview wasnt as easy as expected.. hmm
{ 11:35 PM }
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
rewind abit to Fri...
ok, here we go..
Friday 13th Oct
it was farewell assembly. really enjoyed the whole performance and stuff... esp the skit by House Comm. there's one that (sort of) badmouths the other JCs, and to show that we're the best. haha
smth abt a competition against some of the top JCs lah... here goes
Richest JC
New Year JC
Say Amen JC
Act Cool JC
whY JC
Turtle JC
Merlion JC
and of course VJC..
it was really funny lah... haha, but of course i feel alittle bit for other sch. oops
still got the skit abt the VJ v.s. Merlion JC finals. super spastic, with liqin acting as a pregnant soccer player and weishan acting super proud. haha, hilarious
biggest shock of the farewell assembly.
Mrs Chan, our principal is leaving.. with her gone, it'll be a great drop in the fun level liao. i seriously think that she's quite cool. donno why my bro said she aint gd...
a ex-hwa chong principal (cant rmb, shud be principal) will be taking over... pls lor, hwa chong? how to fill mrs chan's shoes? how fun can a hwa chong principal get? oh wells... will have to see
Saturday 14th Oct
it was VJ's Open Hse. liked the theme of Pirates, and i liked the song that the VJCSB played. it was the theme song for Pirates of the Carribean, sound super alike. no wonder they won the overseas award against other bands across the world lah....
anyway, it was really torturin to be a USHER. but i didnt even usher anyone, only gave out afew goodie bags and started walkin everywhere.
and ben.tham came back... as usual, he's such a liar. still say he having exco mtg with RJ Guit Ensemble... haha
but it was great to cya again.
and bcos of him, we danced for all the Mass Dance sessions. 4 in total, 13 dances in total... omg, tired tired
really witnessed the VJ Spirit once again, it's been a long time lah. the last time was during O1 where the vj spirit has been so high. this is smth that vj is really famous for. cheers, mass dances, united spirit... ahh
skipped Cell Outing to play lan... really shagged, plus i had to complete my written report for PW. sickeningly irritating.. haiz
Sunday 15th Oct
woke up early to go TM to get some birthday stuff. realised that my sunday morning are gonna be really free, now that exams are over.. haha
sermon was gd, felt that it was so impactful and it really questioned my faith and stuff. am glad that the Lord is speakin so much to Pastor Melvin. haha
DE288 mtg after that. how shud i say? erm... it wasnt as we planned out, but it'll have to do.. am really glad that my fellow cellmates shared deeper abt themselves and their struggles. amen to that man...
Monday 16th Oct
got back majority of the pprs. am really disappointed with my Chem, cos i came out really confident of gettin a D... but oh wells. the only think i'm happy is Maths. the rest below my expectation... was i complacent? did i boast too much even after the ppr? haiz...
rashed the last of written report. printed 40 pgs at 1230am in the morning... i'm seriously crazy lah, it'll be such a waste if my grp dont get A or band 1. not only our grp actually, i think every grp deserves an A. why?
cos PW lasts for roughly 7mths lor... and all the students put in so much effort and sacrificed their slp for their EOM, PI, GPP and WR. made changes after changes after changes. faced the scoldings of their ST and had to cooperate under really tight conditions. it was plain diff, and such a leh-chey subject. haiz
felt a huge sense of satisfaction as the 40pgs started coming out of my printer. the WR, the scariest part of the entire proj, is finally done..
Tuesday 17th Oct
today has been a rather tough day for me. i totally lost control and started losing my temper. i wanna apologise to some of my frens, and my parents too. i was pissed, stressed and pushed beyond the limit of being irritated. i'm sry, lemme kowtow now..
on a happier note.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEISHAN !!
i'm gonna slp liao, only slpt 5hrs cos of the printin of WR yday night. nitez pple.
{ 10:18 PM }
Sunday, October 15, 2006
i'm really tired. shall blog abt Farewell Assembly and Open Hse tmrw or smth... but lemme tell u why i'm so tired, it's bcos i've been in VJ since 9plus... took part in all 4 of the mass dance timings, in total abt 12 to 15 dances?.. and only left the place at 4plus... all thanks to a very gd fren of mine, yes u know who u are.. haha
and to add to that, i've to force myself to be awake jus to do PW. and tmrw's Sunday! piang eh... so fast, wanna have alittle wkend to slack oso cant.. haiz
cant think oredi. running on 5% of my energy oredi. nitez pple ZZZ
{ 12:26 AM }
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
piang eh. bankrupt-ness seriously turns me off man... now that exams are over, gettin new stuff is always on my mind. but my wants are nvr satisfied, bcos other more impt things require the attention of my wallet..
i've been eyeing this for quite some time. i like the simple look that it has, plus i've always been searchin for a jacket with a hood. but it's another Topman jacket, and my current brown topman one aint exactly old.. hmm
lucky i'm goin shoppin on Fri after sch. but thx to Farewell Assembly, it's gonna be such a waste of slp and time jus to spend afew hrs in Vj. haiz, but having the snrs gone is makes it more worth it..
oh ya, checked out the 'Latest Look' at the Topman website, and this was what came out..
yucks.. the guy's shirt is horrible, latest look? more like ugliest outfit?
haha. i'm jus bored, sry for the insult to Topman's taste. haha
been in love with this song, and thank God that church is finally playin this song. more than the nice tune/melody, i think the lyrics really speak alot..
Mighty to Save by hillsong
Everyone needs compassion
Love that's never failing
Let mercy fall on me
Everyone needs forgiveness
The kindness of a Saviour
The hope of nations
Saviour
He can move the mountains
My God is mighty to save
He is mighty to save
Forever
Author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave
So take me as You find me
All my fears and failures
Fill my life again
I give my life to follow
Everything I believe in
Now I surrender
Shine Your light and
let the whole world see
We're singing
For the glory of the risen King
{ 11:05 PM }
Monday, October 09, 2006
i'm finally back from a ultra long break (hiatus if u call it)... it's been nearly a mth since i last updated. whoa, longest time i've ever stopped bloggin
anyway, lots have happened. some worryin stuff, while some worth rejoicing over. haha
wasnt able to blog cos i was in a muggish mode for the promos, and had little life and time for myself so dont blame me man.
speakin of promos, let's do a short intro abt it..
1) Econs
expected this to be the least prepared and the least confident ppr, but i guess prayers are really powerful. despite only studyin 3 topics for Econs, all 3 came out for the essays. and i was super happy and it was such a morale booster. thx God
i think the only diff section would definitely be the case studies, and the mark allocation is seriously insane lah. i dont even know how to start answerin the Qns lah. haha
2) Phy
lemme warn u, dont ever be proud or start showing off. i was tellin myself (and some frens) that i was super prepared for Phy and that i would definitely score better for Phy, than Econs. and that hit me in the back man.
phy was the worse ppr for the entire Promos, it was super chim and hard to understd. think i'll pass by some ridiculous luck. haha. lucky i got C for Midyrs, though it cant pull the overall grade by much but i'm hoping it does.
3) Chem
it was the 1st time i enjoyed doin a chem ppr w/o much pressure. it was relatively easy, as compared to the predictions that i once had. before promos started, i was already thinkin of giving up for Chem cos i heard that the ppr would be a huge killer.
and as it turned out, it was really easy. not easy like chicken feed, but relatively easier as compared to the Midyrs. i think i might have a possibility of scoring a C or D. this grade (to me) is really comfortin.
4) Math
i freaked out on Wed night cos i forgetten half of the stuff i studied for Math, i was callin liqin and both of us were totally un-calm. haha
the ppr was okay. it's not that chim as Midyrs, but i had blanks and stuff that i struggled to recall. i'm hopin that by some chance (or God's blessings) that i get a D.
5) Chinese
if u dont know yet, i hate Chinese and this ppr wasnt pleasant one bit. ppr1 was relatively okay, somehow managed to write a 2.5 pg essay (for me, it's gd enough) even after afew mths of not doin chinese essays.
ppr2 is a killer cos it really touches on ur Chinese standard. ppr1 can still imagine and create a powerful story, but ppr2 is like Chinese Literature. stupid new syllabus.
these are the targets i set for the Promos:
- Econs: D
- Phy: D
- Chem: D
- Math: D
- GP: E
- Chinese: E
i think all are achievable, except Phy. and i think these targets are rather reasonable and at least i'm not crazy to aim for 4As. haha
alrighty, promos aside..
another story to tell.
right before the Promos started, my mom got admitted to the hospital. she was suspected to have certain liver problems. her urine is unusually yellowish, eyes were slighty yellow and her skin color too. to have ur mom in the hospital during ur Promos is certainly not a bonus, that's for sure. but it was super diff to juggle b/w some many stuff..
housework + independent lifestyle + constant thinkin of mom + visits to the hospital + MUGGING
in addition, dad was always at the hospital so i was really home alone most of the time. it was weird lah. it's a 1st time that my family doesnt support me during my exams, and it's a 1st where i really experienced the uncertainty of life.
well. dont wry, my mom is back frm the hospital. thx for all the prayers, cos the doctors cant find any cause for her yellowish symptoms. and her yellowish-ness is subsiding liao, so i'm really glad that God is watchin over her and really doin a healing beyond humanly eyes. thx God!!
i'm having "holidays" til Friday, by which i have to return to Vj for J2 Farewell Assembly. will miss the seniors man, hmm. i'm really really free nowadays, i really wanna go out but i'm lackin cash and the pple that are supposed to shop/movie/etc with me are still having exams. haiz..
lucky it's Family Day tmrw and we're watchin WorldTradeCenter. i hope i can get my mom to get the Topman jacket for me too... heh, the privileges for goin out with ur parents! use of personal money aint required. woohoo
what should i do after i end this post? hmm.. sianz
PS: all the best to those still having exams. u shudnt be reading this blog though, u shud be studyin right?
{ 9:52 PM }
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